No Matter how strong you appear to the outside world, deep down in your core only you know how scared you are. You put up your strong side by wearing this mask, but you too are scared. Its okay! Your fears are rational and logical, so as your mask and pretention. You feel like crying your heart but you also know you can't. You have to hold back your tears for the sake of your loved one. After moving out and living far from them for past two years, you were somewhat used to it. But now, in these four months you are reintroduced to their presence, their warmth and the warmth of this place called HOME. You know you won't be able to see them, meet them for another year now on and this scares you. The task seems difficult and you are too anxious about it.